I don’t know what to think at all. I know what I want, how I feel, but what you’re thinking is a completely different story. I’m sick from feeling this way. I don’t want to wait until Friday to figure this all out. I don’t want to deal with not having you, if that’s what you choose. I want you to be happy, though. So I’m going to have to deal with it. You know that I love you and I want to have a life together, but if you aren’t ready to accept that and embrace what we could have together, then I need to accept that. I love you and I’ll always love you no matter what. Going through this for the second time is completely tearing me apart. I don’t know how well I’ll be able to pull out of this. :/ I definitely won’t be able to do it on my own.